Okay, okay.â I set my hand on top of his and guide it to my chest, so itâs right over my heart. âFeel my heartbeat. Can you feel it?â âYes.â âFeel how steady it is?â âItâs fast.â âYes, well, that has nothing to do with the box.â I wince as soon as Iâm done speaking. I just admitted to something. Hopefully he doesnât realize that.